Will we ever be ready?
I told him that I was unprepared. He did not push it, he just said that if I was unprepared then he would go alone.
I was hesitant. I dont know why.
Last night, we went to visit my parents. We talked to them about it and my mother was so happy for me. She told me to grab the chance and go. My father also told me that I must go.
I was still hesitant.
In the car, I told the spouse how I felt. He told me this,
"No one is ever prepared to do anything. No matter how much preparation we made, do you think we were really 100% ready once we are faced with it?"
He was right. Insya'Allah, God will give me strength and courage to do this.

